Thursday, November 29, 2007

what hurts the most, is being so close

i feel like the world has been falling down around me over the last four hours. i lost all but two and a half pages of my seven and a half page final paper for philosophy four hours ago and since then i've felt physically ill. after writing my heart out, AGAIN, i managed to regain much of what i had typed initially but it still isn't the same quality nor do i cover everything that i had intended to...mostly because my brain is friend and thus i cannot think. at all.

but in the meantime i will watch the daily show (omg. they're showing the "real, real OC" and the anchor is staying at Surf & Sand Resort . . . totally stayed there. totally was a bridesmaid in my brother's wedding there....yay) and i will continue to hope that what i HAVE written won't be an entire waste of buel's time. THAT would be tragic.
but we shall see.

stress-eating,
emma

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